No matter how bad things get the mere Exsistence of music makes things tolerable. I’m so grateful to feel music in the way that I do as it a way of coping for me. I can lose myself in playing music, giving my mind a rest/pause from my mounting frustration with my living circumstances.
I am job hunting like no other. Filling out online applications. Posting my profile on task rabbit… Making money needs to happen for me! I need to be able to support myself and my 14 year old daughter! I wish I could do music for a career but I am lacking the confidence it would take to pull off a whole 2 or 3 hour stent by myself! That takes a lot of confidence, focus and courage. I’m lacking in all of these areas presently! Although maybe soon I will try to do this! Wine bars, little intimate lounges… Maybe someday! Until I can muster up the self esteem I will except cleaning toilets for my lot if need be. Unless any of you that read my blog have a better idea and suggestion for a displaced housewife, with a wanna be hobby…
Something More Than Nothing (my original)
the goal here is total financial independence !