Something More Than Nothing Emptiness Prevails 

Mini Banana Loaves and ready for gift giving.

Banana Butterscotch Muffins…

So This Is Christmas 2016


Smore Treats with peanut butter in some. Marshmallow Creme in others…

Chocolate covered pretzels!

Cherry Preseve Jam Thumbprints 

Oatmeal Scotchies with white chocolate drizzle…


Snickerdoodles 


These are all of the things that I have made this holiday season. My daughter gave many to her friends for little gifts. My husband took many to work to share with the office.

I guess that I just felt compelled to bake and make confections this season. I feel like I played the role of Baking Elf in it’s entirety.


Our Christmas Party is Friday eve. I have more yet to make for that. This year the party will be very small. I think all of this baking is my way of working through the grief of missing so many people that are gone now. I want to spread cheer but also, I’m really missing a lot of people! I’m also feeling the ticking clock. I am frustrated to not be achieving anything! Nothing that I do has been worthy of monetary gain. I give all day everyday 100%. I would think that I would have found a money making path using some skill I have acquired that I possess? What the heck, why haven’t I found a way to use any of this for gain? I admit that I hide in my shell in a lot of this that I do. I’m sure that has a lot to do with my lack of monetary compensation. Still, the skills I have acquired are rather useless in today’s world!  What a shame that I haven’t yet found my niche in society! It’s a race to beat the clock! I really wonder how many other homemakers feel exactly like this? Always a desire to be more and achieve…

Something More Than Nothing

Have a great Tuesday! Wherever you go, there, you are-

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Author: tynajoymetzner

I've been a stay at home Mom for many years...Have earned a PhD in life experience. My oldest is 33 and my youngest is 15. This year, I adopted my 5 year old Granddaughter. On a quest to see all that I can be now. I am a musician, singer/ songwriter. In the process of trying to become marketable. Please visit and subscribe to my YouTube channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWn_VTumL1QLpukYEamtzcg. Would love to make money doing what I love! I love to do many domestic things also. Nothing I do seems to be profitable. Guess I am at a point in life that I would like to be compensated . My whole life I have given freely. I recently had a the wonderful opportunity to submit my music to Warner Bros Records for consideration to the label! They liked my music but requested that I get in the game by acquiring 20k followers. Appearantly, that what it takes to get signed to a major label! Sure WB, I'm working on it! You have to have a huge following to land a recording contract. Gone are the days where a label can and will make you...

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